... I stated that I'm stressed because lots going on.
One thing, I can't divulge, but I can say this much. I am having to fight for everything and just don't have the energy for it. They will end up winning.
Over the last few months, I've been having more issues with my hip. In July I was told by my specialist that I have wear and tear on my hip (otherwise known as osteoarthritis) and so will eventually need a hip replacement. Whilst at the moment, I am not on a waiting list for surgery, I am being told to manage the pain and maintain the wear and tear as long as possible. It is, yet another fight, that I may not have the energy to fight.
My mum is poorly again, and will need more surgery... Next Thursday
I start a uni course next week... More energy used, although I genuinely believe that this will be worth it.
I'm sorry I'm not my usual, positive, self, I'm just sick of fighting. You can't ride a wave with a broken ship. And my ship has a small hole which is letting water in.
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